{"id":2177,"date":"2024-03-08T14:29:51","date_gmt":"2024-03-08T14:29:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/?p=2177"},"modified":"2024-03-08T14:29:51","modified_gmt":"2024-03-08T14:29:51","slug":"my-writing-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/?p=2177","title":{"rendered":"My Writing life&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-medium\"><a href=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"278\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902-278x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2178\" srcset=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902-278x300.jpg 278w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902-947x1024.jpg 947w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902-768x830.jpg 768w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902-1421x1536.jpg 1421w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/20240308_1117357267436554805212902.jpg 1850w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 278px) 100vw, 278px\" \/><\/a><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>There is a big thing about imposter syndrome when it comes to writers, it&#8217;s not just something that beginners suffer from. I was watching a video from YouTuber <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/live\/Cc39Be8VRbQ?si=DELZpQMCpSJPbeHK\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Beard of Darkness<\/a> the other day where he was interviewing Raymond E Feist (the legend) and even he said he still suffers from this when he sits down to plan something new.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I suffer from this and I think it is the main reason I have stayed on the edge of writing, I spend most of my &#8220;writing&#8221; time making notes researching, and doodling in my notebooks. But not actual writing. When I look back at what I have written I just think it&#8217;s not good enough and so I shelve it, or not finish it at all. This is something I need to work on. Seeing someone like Raymond E Feist say something like this helps a bit. I have a few short stories that I have done for competitions and I have two novels completed during NaNo that would need serious revision. The latest project got to 58k before I felt it needed a rewrite.  <\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-medium\"><a href=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/tips-creating-workplace-motivation.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" src=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/tips-creating-workplace-motivation-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-943\" srcset=\"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/tips-creating-workplace-motivation-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/tips-creating-workplace-motivation-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/tips-creating-workplace-motivation.jpg 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>I made a promise to myself this year that I would do more to further my writing career and I have made slow progress, but it is progress. Last weekend I went to a writing retreat with the <a href=\"https:\/\/britishfantasysociety.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">BFS<\/a>. This was a great experience and got me writing more which is great. I think I was the only one there who had not published though, really makes me want to push further. I just need to do some more work on setting some habits.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I am going to push more and try to get more actual writing done and then using excellent resources like the BFS discord and Richie Billings&#8217;s fantastic community of writers, try and get some feedback to try and fight that imposter syndrome.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wish me luck!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is a big thing about imposter syndrome when it comes to writers, it&#8217;s not just something that beginners suffer from. I was watching a video from YouTuber Beard of Darkness the other day where he was interviewing Raymond E Feist (the legend) and even he said he still suffers from this when he sits&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2074,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[5,232,3,4],"class_list":["post-2177","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog-2","tag-blog","tag-imposter","tag-writer","tag-writing-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2177"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2177\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2179,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2177\/revisions\/2179"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2074"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2177"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/procrastinationstation.me.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}