July 2011….. This is when I started this Blog, and from reading the first post I was proclaiming myself taking control of my procrastination and doing something with my life. If you were to scroll through the post chances are you would periodically see the same declaration, I would really like to know why committing to this is so hard!
It’s not the lack of wanting to do this, my biggest dream is to create something that other people read and read again, like I have with many series that are on my bookshelf, I think the self doubt just creeps in with me and I do’t write properly as I think what I am writing is rubbish. Take NaNo, I completed it this year but it is useless, I know the idea is to just write with abandon and then edit after but still, I don’t like it. Although I was glad to get something down on paper.
So I need to see what changes I can make in my life to help me achieve my goals, try to see what is stopping me. Maybe then I can do what I have been preaching I need to do for so long.
It would also be nice if someone was to actually read these words, but until they do at lease I am writing.
